I’m Falling Apart and No One Knows

Physically I’m falling apart (not entirely,but definitely bits of me and yet it certainly feels like one thing begets another). mentally I’m actually pretty good, emotionally I’m non existant. So I’m bringing back the blog again. Or am I? Lord knows.

Hell it’s almost been a full year since I even posted and some people have really let me down on the 50@50 project that felt really important to me last year. It felt like I was truly giving back to the people who have meant something to me. (A few of them I’ve fallen behind on over the winter because my apartment truly is cold, so I put them on hold until things warm up).

work is. well. shit.

dating is well. shit.

life is well. meh.

I’m on the cusp of change. Otherwise, I’ll be stagnant,

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